Flora in Wonderland

is the absolute worst song in the world to listen to when you already feel like a horrible person

LSATing, FML

I just need more validation than your words.

Ugh, who am I kidding?!? I hate the gym haha

I really think Danny should make Flora his first single when he becomes famous, right?

I am super duper angry today. Just in general and then in specifics. Is that deductive or inductive? I don't know, I can never tell the difference.

Frankly, I'm just annoyed and over some things.

I need a break from this place.

no eating the batter when making the cupcakes

I'm getting married.
December 21, 2014.
Save the Date :)


P.S. I love Stephanie Vasquez, because we both have a hatred for icky people and their icky pets.

I'm okay.
P.S. I love Theraflu.

I really want to punch him in the face...and kick him in his tiny testicles.

but sometimes I can't help but wonder how some people can be such fucking morons.
I seriously hope that's some kind of joke.

I guess this is how people who take time off from school feel. The moment they are back, they feel anxious and trapped.
Ugh, I can't believe I have to take summer credits. Stupid lab. Stupid whatever other class I dropped.
Whatever.

Why does it still feel like something is missing?

life is perfect.




even with stupid whore ex-gfs who cant spell, try to add me on myspace and who just wont go away.

i hope she gets diarrhea on her wedding day, since she is "engaged" and poops all over her dress.
The end.

I am super healthy.
Minimal school work this week.
Rho Gamma interview tomorrow morning.
Wish me luck!
:)

is my all time favorite book. And I know at least one person who might read this who will claim it sucks, but whatever whore you suck lol <3 you

And even though so much of it always sticks out everytime I read it, last night one line stuck out more than anything, ever.

"...things change. And friends leave. And life doesn't stop for anybody."

It's true. And I guess I can't put all the blame on you, because I'm sure I've changed somehow too. It just kind of sucks. I just kind of miss you. A lot. A lot more than I had wanted to admit. And things between us just won't ever be the same, regardless of whether or not we try to make them better in the future. Too much has changed to pretend we're still the same people we once were. And it sucks. And makes me long for those days when we were so close.


P.S.
That applies to two people, not just the obvious one.

It's been an incredible week :)

But, I'm supposed to.
I'm not even sure how I went through the last week not writing in here.
I went to the gyno last week, and seem to have a small lump on my left boobie :(
It must be God's way of telling me to shut up and stop complaining about having big boobs.
It's okay; with luck it's just a cyst or even better, just liquid build up from too much caffeine.
Oh how I miss chocolate, coke and coffee now, though! (Funny, all with the letter c).



Silver is taking up a lot of my free time now, and I suppose that's a good thing.
But he claims that I'm changing and that I'm drifting away from him, and I don't think that's true...like, at all.
It bothers me and worries me a little at how completely strange he's become since I told him Kris and I were still friends and still talked every once in a while.
Everytime I don't answer the phone or tell him I have another call it becomes an investigation.
Everytime I tell him I'm hanging out with a friend, I go through a full interrogation. That's not cool and it's not good.
We've already discussed it and he claims he's going to get better about it, and I definitely hope so. I'm not very good at feeling suffocated and I wouldn't want this to be the reason for the end.

Sylvia the Sex Operator is home today, with new door movement. Brighan is tres excited. I think he should pay me what he owes me already, since my money paid for a lot of the things on that car, ie the lights and the rims.


She looks pretty good, though lol

So, this is just a random rant on Cascada's cover of What Hurts the Most, only one of my absolute favorite songs, ever.

Okay, the song is supposed to be about pain and suffering after making the biggest mistake of them all (and trust me, I know, I've made it). It's a sad song, it's supposed to make you feel.

Those fucking bitches (and I really am actually upset about this) turned into into a fucking dance song!!!

Okay, so, yes there have been a dozen covers of this song, Rascal Flatts version included because I know it is not originally their song, but who the fuck takes a song about how heartbreaking it is to lose someone because you didn't know how to tell them you love them, and makes it into something that can be played at some fucking club, just because it's radio friendly and can make you some money?!? (stupid question, I know, but that's not what music is supposed to be about).

And I'm sorry, but whichever one of those bitches has the solo parts of the song, sounds like a fucking barbie recording or something. I joke not! Listen to her! Her voice and the way she sings the song makes sounds like the kind Mattel would use as a voice over of Barbie.

Now, I have no problem with Cascada. I like their music. But I would like to kick them in the face, with a very sharp stiletto heel, for ruining the song that pretty much got me through most of last year.

The end.

I miss someone I shouldn't have to miss, by which I definitely do not mean Kris(who I still kind of miss, but it's more of a I miss the person he used to be miss...and I met someone this week who apparently knows him and the first thing this person said to me was "Hey, you used to be really close to Kristell, right? He's changed a lot." I couldn't have been the only one to think so.)

I like Silver more everyday, which is probably bad and I think I may be falling (CUE ARELYS TELLING ME TO BE CAREFUL AND TRUST ME, I KNOW! lol) for him.

I finally got through ALL of Scarface last night and I have to agree with everyone, it's really good...just too freaking long I just can't believe he kills Manny. Lol Silver is quizzing me on the movie, so I had to pay attention to EVERYTHING.

I hate my hair. Someone tell it to please grow faster.
I got an email from Vlad this morning.
It was kind of vague, but what I got from it was that psychologist girlfriend really is crazy and they broke up and she went psycho...well, he gets what he bargains for that really kind of sucks.

I guess this has been the entry of the strike outs.
The end.